Contentment

Another birthday is around the corner and I find myself less than excited. Last year was the big one, the one that had anticipation surrounding every moment; this year is blah. Is it possible that maturity and a strong sense of self has evoked this change? For me to not have a birthday party is huge, in fact, I don't remember the last time I didn't have a birthday party. 30 has hit me hard but not in an entirely bad way. I have discovered a contentment about my life that I never thought was possible. I am content with my marriage, job, house, friends...basically with my life. That is a nice feeling.

A lot of this contentment has to do with accomplishing goals. I had set goals for myself and somehow managed to actually complete the tasks. I am now certified as a neuroscience nurse which was a huge exam, and I have completed by bachelor's degree in nursing. The completion of both these goals has given me a lot of time to relax and reflect on myself and my life. I'm pretty lucky to be in the place I am, there is not more looking around the corner to see if something better is there. This is the best, right here in front of me.

Friends also make a huge difference in life. I have a few close friends who know me and love me as I love them. We all have our own little quirks but that is what makes us human. Knowing they are there when I need them is a huge relief. Being able to trust them is priceless.

"History resurfaces time and time again but sometimes the most important history is the history we're making today" -Meredith on Gray's Anatomy. This is my favorite quote right now and yes I know it came from a TV show but I love the point it makes. Whatever is going on right now is important.